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Eva K

  • Joined:August '08
  • Location:London
  • Age:31
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About me

I want to say a big thank you to everyone who has taken the time to light a candle or write a tribute to both my late Sister Tina, and Father Tony. It means so much to keep there memory alive. It feels like a lot of people who actually knew them has forgotten them already, but I know they just have not come across this site yet or do not have Internet access. Some probably do know this site exists or feel uncomfortable about death and how to express themselves...who knows? The main thing is they were my family, and I miss them too much. My Father and Sister were very good people, and i could never understand why God decided to take them away from me...because I took it personal. But as time goes by, and you realise there are people out there in the world who can never replace the people you loved most. Things fall into place somehow. Death is too good for some people. There are lots of nasty people in the world who i imagine God is in know rush to take. I am sure some might relate to this in some way! Going through an identity crisis...i thought I was going mad, I read the Bible and the Quran to get some answers. "Would God really love me if i get the priests approval and get anointed every Sunday". No! It never mattered where I prayed because he was always there, and still is through all my trials and tribulations. God is in my heart continuously...if I choose to let him in. God gave me the opportunity to sin...in order to teach me and give me a choice. This is how much he loves us. Do I sound like the new age born again Christan...well i am not anything! I was baptised a Greek orthodox as a Baby and I do not know Greek. But I do know God loves me, and that I can speak to him anytime. I feel i have a well established personal relationship with The Architecture of the universe, and not just on a Sunday when It is convenient. God bless you all, and my dear family amen.



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♥Cherished Friend♥

by Kristen M Saccardi


♥God must have known there would be times
we'd need a word of cheer
Someone to praise a triumph
or brush away a tear♥

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♥He must have known we'd need to share
the joy of "little things"
In order to appreciate
the happiness life brings♥

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♥I think he knew our troubled hearts
would sometimes throb with pain
At trials and misfortunes
or some goals we can't attain♥

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♥He knew we'd need the comfort
of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage
to make a fresh, new start♥

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♥He knew we'd need companionship
unselfish...lasting...true,
And so God answered the heart's great need
with a Cherished Friend....like you♥

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LOVE
CLARE x

Daddy's Poem
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Her hair was up in a pony tail,
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
A man who wasn't there.

'Where's her daddy at?'
She heard a boy call out.
'She probably doesn't have one,'
Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
'Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day.'

The words did not offend her,
As she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.

'My Daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.

'Cause my daddy's al ways with me,
Even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart'
With that, her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.

'I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.

You see he is a Brittish soldier
And died just this past year
When a roadside bomb hit his convoy
And taught Britians to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away.'
And then she closed her eyes,
And saw him there that day.

And to her mothers amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.

'I know you're with me Daddy,'
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed rose.


And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far.

Send this to the people you'll never forget and
Remember to send it also to the person that sent It to you. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them.

If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're
in a hurry and that you've forgotten your friends.

Take the time...to live and love.
Until eternity. God bless!

Cherished Friends
18-11-09
Author Unknown

♥God must have know there would be times we'd need a word of cheer,

♥Someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear.
He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things"

♥In order to appreciate the happiness life brings.
I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain,

♥At trials and misfortunes, or goals we can't attain.
He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage to make a fresh, new start.
He knew we'd need companionship, unselfish....lasting....true,
And so God answered the heart's great need with Cherished Friends....like you!!

LOVE CLARE xxx

♥~Thinking of You, my Friend~♥

♥ My Friend
You have given me courage
That was not there
You have given laughter
That I can share
You have given me feelings
That are deep and true
For that my friend
I will always love you ♥

♥ Just a little note to say
you're thought of fondly every day! ♥

♥ When you're far away and blue
just remember, we love you ♥

♥ When the sky is cloudy and grey
we are here for you, come what may ♥
unknown.


SENT WITH LOVE
& HUGS AS ALWAYS
YOUR FRIEND CLARE
♥ X ♥ X ♥ X ♥ X ♥ X ♥ X ♥

♥***A FRIEND HUG***♥
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♥A little hug from me to you,
To make you smile
when you feel blue,
To make you happy
when your sad,
To let you know
life aint so bad.
Now I've given a hug to you,
Somehow I feel much better too
Hugs are better when they're shared♥

♥So pass one on to show you care.♥

♥Sent with all my love and thanks♥

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