i was so touched by your message on topics board. I felt i had to write and say, i know what your going through you will have up days and down days, up one minute down the next is so normal, there is light at the end of the tunnel after a year and 4 months of greiving for my youngest son, i have more good days than bad days. i can remember him and feel happy (contentment). I will always miss him but i ll never let him be forgotten. I kiss his picture every night(crazy maybe, so what)i send him a hug by imagining he s in my arms and hug myself,again (crazy maybe) but its how i cope. I m so proud of my son but also of myself for getting this far.
I hope this helps you a tiny bit and i hope you don t mind me saying all this
take care of yourself, make a nice scrap book, talk about him to anyone who ll listen keep his memory alive cos you can
x x x