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I want to thank you for all of the wonderful entries you leave on Anthony James Feci's memorial. I appreciate them all very much. As PROUD as I would be to have had the HONOR to be Anthony's MOTHER, I am not. Just so you know, I am his grandmother. I am Anthony's father's mother. Even though my son nor any of my family never visits Anthony's memorial, but just in case they do someday, I don't want to offend anyone in this regard. He only has one mother. Her name is Jammie Jean. It is with RESPECT to her title of being his mother that I do not want to mislead anyone. With that said, please do not leave any poems, tributes or pictures that indicate I was Anthony's mother. Since my other grandchildren call me Grammy, if you ever come across Grammy, grandma or something else that means grandmother, I would be grateful if you left those kinds of messages, pictures or poems instead of any kind that indicates that I was his mother. I hope you understand but if my son saw others referring to me as his MOTHER, he would be offended. As it was, he did not think it was my place to even make a memorial for Anthony. I tried explaining to him I needed a place to visit Anthony because his grave is two and half hours away from where I live. Having Anthony's memorial makes it possible for me to visit him more often. It is convenient and I can visit him at all hours of the day or night, whenever I wish.
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I just want everyone to know how appreciative I am for all the kind thoughts and messages from my GTS friends that I have made! Above all THANK YOU so very much to everyone who lights a virtual candle, dedicates a tribute or leaves pictures for my ANGEL in Heaven, my 1st Grandson, Anthony!
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Again, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, how much I appreciate all the kind words that are left for my grandson. He must truly feel the love you have given.
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Roses For Anthony
If roses grow in Heaven, Lord,
Please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my Grandson's arms
And tell him they're from me.
Tell him that I love him,
And when he turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon his cheek
And hold him for awhile.
Because remembering him is easy,
I do it every day
But there's a pain within my heart
That will never go away.
Author Unknown
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How are you today?
You ask me how I'm feeling,
but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go.
You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.
Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say,
And quietly choke them down.
Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
then turn and walk away.
Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream
into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?
I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.
How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?
Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their child's casket,
watched it perched above a grave?
You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.
If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.
Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."
Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do too.
Author Unknown
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════╔══╗Gone But
════║══║Not Forgotten
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════║══║Put This On Your
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════║══║Someone Who Is In
════║══║Heaven's Garden.
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