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Chantal Colborn

  • Joined:August '08
  • Location:Sunderland
  • Age:27
  • Last Online:6 days ago

About me

I am a single mother of 6 and a half year old Adam. I also have a little angel up in heaven with her dad. My little girl died through a miscarriage on the 13 December 2006, and her father Lee died on the 9th April 2007. Lee died with the cause of Sudden Adult Death Syndrome (known as adult cotdeath). Lee and i were devastated by the miscarriage but as we finally got through it together god must of wanted another angel and took my partner and father of my children Lee. I am devastated with the loss of the both of them, but glad my baby has her dad to look after her, and they can look down on me and our son and brother.



THE DAY WHEN YOU LEFT ME;

The 9th April was the worst day of my life.When i lost you it felt like the end of the world when your sister told me.Going through my head it was you getting kicked out or locked up i did'nt think you would leave me. When i was looking at your photo i started to shout at you why did you leave me. when i went to see you on tuesday it was the worst day ever. when i just seeing you lying their it looked like you were asleep.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



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thank you for lighting a candle for my grandma chantal :) x

October 2, 2009

My love and endurance will prevail. Your loved ones are waiting for you and to hold and kiss them, babies are special and know you are a good mommy, so for eternity you will be with them. You are a wonderful woman and are very blessed, you take the time for others and everyone knows that. Take care and lots of love and prayers to you and yours.

September 14, 2009

hi chantal thank you so much for lighting a candle for my dad john milbank it means so much lots of love to you and your angels always xxx

August 18, 2009

check out the good samaritan.
thx..colin.xx.

June 13, 2009

about 7 years ago Lee went to the humber bridge,
after phoning his mam.we called the police who managed to talk Lee down.[Lee admitted it was a cry for help,rather than a suicide attempt].and he was soon back to his normal self.

on 15th oct.2008. about noon, Lee"s mam[Angie]
recieved a phone call from Lee"s employers,
they were concerned because Lee had not turned in to work,nor had he rang in.[this was out of character for Lee].
Angie went to Lee"s house house and found that
the curtains were drawn and the house lights on.
the front door was closed but not locked.
Angie went in to Lee"s house and called out his name,
[no reply].
Angie then went upstairs[her head looking down toward the stairs,as you would do].
Angie bumped into Lee,he was hanging from a rope,
suspended from a loft beam.
she ran out of the house screaming,and was helped
by Lee"s neighbours,who called the emergency services.

in all probability Lee had been there for 5 days.

Angie described Lee as such..
"his head was twice it"s normal size,and had
turned blue..his tongue was sticking out,
his eyes were bulging out of there sockets."

Lee was our only child..

can anyone imagine how horrific it must be,
for a mother to find her only child in that way.
that vision will haunt Angie forever more.

we found out a few days later that Lee had
attempted suicide a further 3 times previously.
[this was verified at Lee"s inquest]

the shocking thing about all of this is that
nobody had bothered to tell us,[his parents]
about these suicide attempts,,nor that he was ill
with depression.

many thanks to those who have lit candles.xx

June 11, 2009
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