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Cathrine McLear

  • Joined:August '08
  • Location:Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Torquay Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
  • Age:22
  • Last Online:4 weeks ago

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Hi my name is Cathrine Mclear, I am 22 years old my 2 brother's are on this site (Val Mclear and Joseph Mclear).
I was four years old when my oldest brother (Val) was killed.
So I don't remember much about him and the few times I do remember him I keep close to my heart, I grew up with stories about val from my mum,dad,brother's,auntie's and uncle's and all the story's I have heard all tell Val to be a fun loving teen with a big heart.
Although I was to young to really remember my big brother, I know him through the stories that keep his memory alive and I love him and miss him more than life its self.
My 4Th oldest brother (Joseph)was 17 years old when he took his own life.
Joseph, I was older enough to remember, I remember everything about him his smile, smell, laughter, his joke's the way he made every one laugh,
He was not just my brother he was my best friend. He was always there for me no matter what even when he was devastated by me becoming pregnant at 13, He was there for me, He was my rock when things went wrong I told him everything until he was gone and I didn't have anyone anymore.
For the past 6 years I have struggled with life and struggled to get by with day to day living my whole world fell apart when Joseph passed.
6 years later I am starting to get my self together again but my heart will never feel the same again.
I lost a big part of my heart when I lost Joseph and Val.
My daughter is now 7 years old and knows all about her uncle's (1) She never met and (1) who adored her.
I have 1 picture of Joseph holding my daughter when she was 1st born but have no other picture's of them 2 together so i will keep that picture until She is old enough to look after it her self then it will belong to her.
My family mean more to me than anything and there is nothing I wouldn't do for them.
Losing 2 brother's has made me realise the important things in life.
Thank you xx


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Hi there, to all our (G T S) friends,
family friends, and close friends.

That myself @ Margaret, have decided to
open a memorial for my mum, (Mary Findlater) aswell as my dad's, and that
we would like to welcome you all.

We both thank you all, sending all our
love. Graham @ Margaret.xxxxxx.

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How Important You Make Others Feel
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real

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Many Times When They were Sad
Your E-mail (and chats) made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad

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And Sharing whatever You Find
There are No Words to Thank You
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Today I am Telling You.
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June 18, 2009

DEAR FRIEND'S,

MYSELF AND MARGARET, WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVELY CANDLE'S,
GIFT'S, AND TRIBUTE'S.

YOU HAVE ALL WRITTEN ON MY FATHER'S
MEMORIAL, (FRANCIS FINDLATER) THAT IS,
AS IT HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL, AND A
EMOTIONAL DAY IT WOULD HAVE BEEN HIS 70th BIRTHDAY IF HE HAD BEEN HERE.

ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH.
LOT'S OF LOVE,
GRAHAM @ MARGARET
AND ALL THE FAMILY.
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will be thinking about you over the next few days..

June 9, 2009
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