Carla Tomlinson

MY MUM WAS SECOND TO NONE
SHE FOUGHT CANCER WITH EVERYTHING SHE HAD...& SOME
MUM HELD ON 3 WKS MORE THAN WE WAS TOLD AND WAS BRAVE & BEAUTIEFUL RIGHT UNTILL THE END.
I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO SPEND MUMS LAST NIGHT WITH HER,JUST THE 2 OF US,AND WHAT WAS STRANGE WAS WHEN MUM DIED,JAMES MORRISONS "U GIVE ME SOMETHING" PLAYED...OUR SONG

MY NAN PASSED AWAY 14MONTHS LATER ALSO DUE TO CANCER.
NAN HAD SUFFERED A STROKE 5MONTHS B4,TAKING HER SPEECH,AND CANCER WAS FOUND,SO ON THE 10/5/08 SHE CAME TO LIVE WITH US,AND I HAD HER FOR 9 DAYS,UNTILL SHE PASSED ON MY HUBBYS BIRTHDAY...NAN WENT TO BE WITH HER DAUGHTER...BUT SHE LEFT ME BEHIND.

MUM AND NAN WILL NEVER EVER KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVED THEM,HOW PROUD I WAS OF THEM AND HOW SORRY I AM THAT I COULDNT STOP ALL THE PAIN/HURT AND TROUBLE THEY BOTH SUFFERED BEFORE AND DURING THEIR FIGHT 4 LIFE,I CAN ONLY HOPE KARMA DOES EXSIST
THEY ARE BOTH FREE NOW,FINALLY FREE FROM EVERYTHING and everyone THAT HURT THEM!FOR THIS I AM GREATFUL.
I AM SORRY I DIDNT/COULDNT HELP MORE
LIFE WITHOUT THEM IS PURE HELL,
ALTHOUGH EVERYDAY THAT PASSES IS AT LEAST A DAY CLOSER THEM,WHEN THAT DAY COMES I WILL SAY SORRY
THEY LEAVE BEHIND THEIR 3 GRANSONS,AND SON N LAW AND ME............THANKYOU FOR HAVING ME MUM
TO LOVE YOU WAS SO EASY..BUT TO LET YOU GO IMPOSSIBLE
L.O.T.S

**A EXTRA THANKYOU TO OZZY(MY STEPDAD),WHO HAD SPENT HALF MY LIFE WITH MUM,EVEN THOUGH THEY HAD PARTED,HE GAVE MUM SO MUCH IN HER LAST 2 MONTHS,AND BY MOVING BACK IN KEPT HER SAFE AND NOT ALONE
I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT,LOTS OZ XX

THANKYOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS LIT A CANDLE FOR MY MUM AND NAN (S) AND FOR JUST POPPING BY X