i have 2 boys ben and jake and a great partner gary our baby ashton was so wanted and losing him has been devestating but the whole thing has made us stronger this by far is the worsest thing ever to happen to me and i sympathise with people who have been through the same thing no matter how old or young there lost ones are to lose a child is heartrendering im so glad i have this website as its my saviour and feel somehow connected to ashton by this well me and gary are hoping to have another baby sometime soon so i will keep everyone informed again id like to say a huge thankyou for those that visit ashtons website and leave candles it means alot love nicola xxxxx
