i miss my son hayden so much i feel that my heart has been taken out. i'm in pain i wish i was with him. i'm not coping at all i feel like self harmin that is how much i'm hurtin.
i'm missin my hamster reggie so much i had him wen he was a baby hamster. he was funny he would climb up 2 the top bars in his cage then he would just drop n i would think that he was hurt bt he got up n thn he would do it agen & agen but he wouldn't eat hamster food but baby food.
I'm hurtin so much i wnt 2 be with reggie & hayden so much i miss them loads i can't believe that they have been taken from me.
i would like 2 say thank you for people who have writen a tribute and for people who have lighted a candle. i'm not coping and my nan & grandad, also my real dad r there for me my mum, sister and step-dad r not there for me. My mum thinks she knows wot i'm going though but she don't know wot i'm goin though she has never be there for not even wen i was a little girl, i've took care of myself and my nan has always been there for me.
i'm a mum but i havn't got my little boy and who ever says i aint i am cos i had 2 give birth.
