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Anne Ellender Roberts Mum

  • Joined:August '08
  • Location:Mijas Costa Spain ~( Befor That Plymouth Devon )
  • Age:49
  • Last Online:Yesterday evening

About me

About me, well im nobody special, the most important thing to me in my life has always been my children, my two beautiful daughters leanne and theresa and my adorable only son Robert, we all live here in spain, came here just over four years ago, my husband colin and i and robert and then the girls followed with there families, my grandaughters, twins miya and megan just turned 4 and kyanna just turned 5. Realy the meaning of life changed for me the day Robert left us, it's not the same and it never will be again. im broken hearted and that heart will never mend Ilove my family dearly and carry on for them but will always long to be with Robert.
My love to you all always . xxxxxxxxx

ROBERT IS NOW THE PROUD UNCLE OF MITCHELL ROBERT KEITH JONES BORN TO HIS SISTER THERESA ON THE 8TH MAY 2009. XXXXXXX

♥ ~ YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY ~ ♥
♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥

FROM THE MOMENT YOU WERE BORN
I PRAYED, EVERY SINGLE DAY,
PLEASE GOD, DON'T EVER TAKE MY SON AWAY,
I LOVED THE THOUGHT'S OF ANOTHER DAY
WHEN WE WOULD ALWAYS, LAUGH AND PLAY,
I LOVED THE LIFE THAT YOUR BIRTH BROUGHT,
WE WERE SO CLOSE, YOU AND I
EVERYONE SAID HOW THAT WAS SO PLAIN TO SEE,
WHY WOULD ANYONE TAKE YOU SON,AWAY FROM ME.
I PRAYED, EVERY SINGLE DAY
PLEASE GOD DONT TAKE MY SON FROM ME.
BUT GOD IT SEEMS, WAS'NT LISTENING TO ME.
NOW SON IM LEFT WITH YOUR LOVING MEMORIES,
PRAYING NOW WOULD BE IN VAIN
FOR ONLY YOU CAN ERASE MY PAIN.
SO I DON'T PRAY ANYMORE
FOR MY HEART REMAINS, FAR TO SORE,
BUT SON REMEMBER THIS,
YOUR LOVE WAS SO WARM, SO PURE,
IN MY HEART NOW YOU ARE ALWAYS SAFE,
AND NOTHING COULD EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE,
SO HE CAN'T EVER FULLY TAKE YOU AWAY,
FOR IN MY HEART SON, YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY

SO SPECIAL ♥
YOUR SUCH A SPECIAL SON
AND YOU HAVE BEEN FROM THE START,
NOT IN A MILLION YEARS
DID I DREAM WE WOULD EVER PART,
I DREAMED OF YOUR FUTURE
WHAT A LOVING HUSBAND
YOU WOULD BE,
IMAJINED YOUR BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN
AND HOW JUST LIKE YOU
THEY WOULD BE,
I STILL BELIEVE,
SPECIAL YOU TRULY MUST BE
FOR GOD TO TAKE THIS,
AND SO MUCH MORE FROM ME.
YOU MUST BE LOVED IN HEAVEN SON
FOR HOW COULD YOU NOT BE,
YOU ARE SO LOVED AND CHERISHED SON
TOO SPECIAL TO BE FORGOT

XXX ♥ X ♥ XXX ♥ X ♥ XXX ♥ X ♥ XXX ♥ X ♥ XXX ♥ X ♥ XXX

written by
Anne Ellender.
Robert Ellender's broken hearted Mother



,
MY LIL'BIRD, HE VISITS ME

YOU WATCHED THE BIRD'S
FROM YOUR WINDOW PANE,
FROM YOUR BOOK
YOU WOULD FIND THERE NAME,
YOU LOVED TO WATCH THEM,
FLYING FREE
IF YOU WERE RE-BORN,
A BIRD IS WHAT YOU WOULD BE,
I WATCH THEM NOW,
EVERYONE HAS YOUR NAME,
FLYING FREE, AS YOU WOULD BE,
A SMILE ON MY FACE,
AS I WATCH THEM PLAY,
PERFECTLY GLIDING, ON THERE WAY,
THEY COME TO VISIT
TO STOP MY TEAR'S,
MAYBE TAKE AWAY MY FEAR'S.
A TINY FEATHER,
THEY ALWAYS LEAVE,
A GENTLE REMINDER
YOUR THERE AT MY SIDE,
AND I CAN SEE WHY,
A BIRD YOU WOULD BE
THEIR GRACE AND BEAUTY
THE EYE, CAN'T FAIL TO SEE,
SO I PUT OUT THE BREAD
AND I WAIT TO SEE
AS MY BEAUTIFUL BIRD,
COMES TO VISIT ME.


Copyright Anne Ellender. 2009



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Yesterday evening

Daddy's Poem
----------------------

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
A man who wasn't there.

'Where's her daddy at?'
She heard a boy call out.
'She probably doesn't have one,'
Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
'Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day.'

The words did not offend her,
As she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.

'My Daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.

'Cause my daddy's al ways with me,
Even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart'
With that, her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.

'I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.

You see he is a Brittish soldier
And died just this past year
When a roadside bomb hit his convoy
And taught Britians to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away.'
And then she closed her eyes,
And saw him there that day.

And to her mothers amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.

'I know you're with me Daddy,'
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed rose.


And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far.

Send this to the people you'll never forget and
Remember to send it also to the person that sent It to you. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them.

If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're
in a hurry and that you've forgotten your friends.

Take the time...to live and love.
Until eternity. God bless!

Thursday evening

***A FRIEND HUG***♥
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆

♥A little hug from me to you,
To make you smile
when you feel blue,
To make you happy
when your sad,
To let you know
life ain't so bad.
Now I've given a hug to you,
Somehow I feel much better too
Hugs are better when they're shared♥

♥So pass one on to show you care
lots of love always sandra xxxxx

Thursday evening

THE FRIENDSHIP ROSE::::::::::::::

JUST LIKE A ROSE SO PRECIOUS AND RARE,
IS THE FOREVER FRIENDSHIP THE TWO OF US SHARE.

PLANTED WITH KINDNESS, IT IS WARMED BY THE SUN,
OF CARING AND SHARING LAUGHTER AND FUN.

ITS GROUND IN TRUST AND NURTURED BY LOVE,
WITH A SPRINKLING OF GRACE FROM GOD UP ABOVE.

TEARS OF SADNESS AND JOYLIKE DEW,
RENEW THIS FRIENDSHIP, I SHARE WITH YOU.

THANK YOU FOR BEING A WONDERFUL FRIEND.
LOTS OF LOVE LINDA.XXX
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND.XXX

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Thursday afternoon

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