Alanna Harper

Hi gts friend x i would like to thank everyone that leaves lovely pictures and candles for my mum it means alot to me thank you from the bottom of my heart xxxx

I lost my mum was 12. And as every day goes on i miss her even more, i just cant believe she never going to be coming back through the door or the fact i will never see my mum again. My mum never deserved what happened to her, the evil that done that to my mum shouldnt even have been given life in jail as the way i see it his life should have been took aways as he is still living his even though it is in jail and i feel he kindda got away with what he done because he is still breathing and i have lost such an amazing mum. I just cant imagine the fact of getting married and she aint going to be there but a know her spirit will be there instead. She was such an thoughtful and kind person and funny and would do anything for anyone and that why everyone loved her as she was there when u needed her and she lost her life so young and i wish she was still here. people say it gets easier as time goes on but it dont it gets harder as the years goes on and the days that are really hard and upsetting i have my amazing fiance to support me and i dont know what i would do without his help.
love and miss you millions mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I have a house with my amazing fiance peter, i dont know what i would do without him in my life, he is my world, when am upset my baby is there for me and he always know how to put a smile on my face, if i wasnae with him at a point in the day all i would have to do is call him and peter would make me feel a millions better as soon as i spoke to him. i couldnt go up the grave without him as ped been there with him make it feel a bit better than what it would actually feel like, when it come to my mum birthday and anniversary and i just cant bear the thought of anything or getting up peter helps me though it and i cant thank him enough for what he does i dont know what i would do when i had bad days when he wasnt there. i am so happy that i am spending the rest of my life with him and getting married a just could never ask for anything better than what me and peter have got it is so amazing and i am so in love with him, as each day goes on i fall in love even more and it all because of peter and how happy he makes me. i am the happiest i have ever been. i cant imagine been without him in my life.been engaged to him is so amazing, if i ever need anything done he will do it for me no matter what it is i just need to ask, and to know that he is there for me just makes me feel so specail and i love every minute of it. the fact been know someone cares about me as much as he does i just dont know what to do.
Love you with all my heart and soul always and forever ped baby
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