hi im aimee. im 17.
im a mummy to a beautiful baby boy angel
♥ Connor Paul Dutton ♥
my son was born 15 weeks and days early on the 06.11.09 at 12:23pm in hereford, weight 1lb 9.5oz, 14 inches in length, Connor the day i had you was the best day of my life. you made me feel proper love, you filled up my life. i never left your side. you was transported to birmighams womens.
On the 16.11.09 i got a call telling me to get there asap i did, i washed my hands and off to you i went. you was very ill, you needed to go to birminghams children hospital, when i arrived there i was taken through it, and off you and had the operation that was needed,(doctors said with or without you could die, everyone was waiting for you to return, there was me, grant nannyfread, grandad, uncle liegh & ross plus your two older cosins kayleigh and tammy.
you got throuh the operation okay but was still too weak 3 days later i was told you had 2 bad bleeds on each side of your brain and blood poisoning and your body was shutting down. i held you in my ams as you was babised and when you venterlature was taken off you, i felt you take you last breath. 19.11.09 at 4:00pm the worst day if my life
On Tuesday 1st December 2009 we laid you to rest darling Daddy,,Mummy,,Nanny,,Grandad,,GreatGreat aunt hazel,,Cousons,,Family-Friends, great aunt rita,, geat uncle danny and your uncles all were they to say goodbye I couldnt belive what I was doing
I was burying my baby I wanted it to be a bad dream,but it wasnt I dont rember what was said I just stard
at you'r little coffin so meany tears I could hardly see, Daddy and uncle Leigh lowed you'r tiny coffin in to the ground I wanted to scream at them tel them to stop but I couldnt I couldnt move let alone speck I wanted it all to stop to just be holding you in my arms agaun.
We sent you to heven with lots of little gifts darling and I hope you like them all?
Everyday I cry for you Connor the pain is so bad but I no I have to stay strong for your daddy.but its so hard when I love and miss you so much.
MY DARLING ANGEL CONNOR WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WISH YOU WERE HERE XXXX
SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE DARLING YOU'R FOREVER IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND XXXXXXXXX