Debbie Leigh McDonald

My Names Debbie Leigh and i lost my Loving boyfreind Ben to suicide 2 years ago i loved him with all my heart i just cant forget him and he meant the world to me.
He protected me from my father and he helped me through a rough patch in my life and it hurts that he's nt here.
Today (08/01/2009) i found out that my IVF treatment worked and i am having bens Baby, ben and my grandad are watching over me and bubs just wish ben was here to see bubs when he/she is born.
Had some Bad news a while ago not been able to come on and tell anyone i lost mine and bens baby i named her Lucy Leigh Greenwood shes my little angel and i love her so much and shes with her daddy x
8th febuary 2010 i lost my second daughter jessica through still birth.
i love her so much, she is with her step sister lucy and lucys dad ben who means everything to me x x
Im now married to the most amazing man in the world didnt think i would find him after losing ben but we are happy and i am now pregnant with our little boy and we are calling him Noah :) not long till hes here just 17 weeks and 4days (13/4/2011).


Debbie xxxx