Life used to be perfect. Me and my JRT, Mickey were snuggled together on the sofa or playing ball. I live alone after being abandoned by my family and last year was harassed out of my house by my next door neighbour. We came through all of that and now i have lost him. I also suffer from depression
3 weeks ago on Saturday he was feelin ill. He had diarrhea and a high temp. The vet couldn't find what was wrong but gave us stuff for the diarrhea. He spent the night curled up in my bed and wouldn't leave my side. Now I know he was telling me that something was wrong and he was leaving me. On Sunday morning he had a fit in my kitchen and my world fell apart. I rushed him to the vet and they took him in. I said goodbye with a cuddle telling him that i loved him. I sat there at home crying my eyes out terrified that i was going to lose him and terrified of the phone ringing. It rang at 9pm. Mickey had had another fit and i had to get to him driving like a maniac to be with him.
When i got there he was lying on the floor sedated. He had blood in his ears from the fit and was gargling. I cradled him in my arms and told him i loved him as the vet put him to sleep. We went from being so happy together and playing ball to him gone and me being in pieces. I miss him so much that its tearing me apart. He was all I had in the world and when I rescued him, he rescued me.
Now my house is so empty and I hate it. I can't work, i can't eat and i have no interest in anything. How do i do this without him. Im not sure i even want to.
RE: I don;t think I will ever get over the loss of Mickey
Dear Lisa, I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Mickey. I know how you feel. Our pets become such a big part of our lives, so when we lose them the pain is unbearable.
.I know you will find comfort from this site, so many people on here have been through the same.
I would be lost without my GTS friends, they have become a big part of my life, and I know that they care so much.
I will keep you and your beloved Angel in my thoughts and prayers. God bless.xx
RE: I don;t think I will ever get over the loss of Mickey
Lisa your words have left me in tears. I know exactly what you are going through just now. The memories of Mickeys illness and his last moments with you are so fresh in your mind they are commanding your feelings.
Please try to remember when the time is right for you, the lovely times you shared with your Mickey. The day you loved him most was the day you held him in your arms and let him rest in peace. No more suffering for little Mickey he will be thanking his Mum for that, please believe me. He is a free spirit now and well again amongst all his Angel's friends.
Memories last for ever Lisa but love can carry on. Think very hard on these words when you are ready my dear friend.
I will take Mickey into my Garden and remember him Lisa.
Please send me a PM if you would like to let your feelings out and talk, talk, talk about your little lost friend.
I am thinking about you through my own tears after losing my own darling Sophie.
Patricia xxxx
RE: I don;t think I will ever get over the loss of Mickey
Dear lisa i know how your feeling my baby girl zara went down hill so soon, i took her to the vets for xrays on the tuesday and had to have her put to sleep friday, im heart broken, feeling so guilty that there might of been some way of saving her but this site has help me cope knowing theres people out there going through the same thing and feeling the same emotion i am, thinking of you xx
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