I still feel so raw. so much pain just runs through me every second because every second i have is spent thinking about chris
My parents have finally cracked, its either i stop drinking and cutting and trying to OD, or i have to leave the house
Basically they are telling me to forget him or i will be kicked out with no where to go
I cant forget him, he is the only thing i can think about, i cant sleep or eat and i cant concentrate at school.
I cant go to counsilling.. being under 16 i need a parent with me and i just couldnt stand that
Im scared and in pain
i need help i know that
but where do i go for that help now?
Rachael
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RE: Its not getting better
sweetheart,cant you talk to a teacher at school or the schoolnurse.if not what about childline or the samaritons.im sure your parents wouldnt throw you out,as a mum myself im sure they only said that because there are worried about you.please love ask for help you sound a lovely young lady.im here if you want to talk,lol bev xxx
RE: Its not getting better
you can have counselling even if you are under 16 without your parents beeing present so you can speak to your GP again beeing under 16 does not mean your parents have to be there
RE: Its not getting better
Dear Dear Rachel it is a very difficult time for you try and find someone to speak to about your pain or write it out of your system. As a parent I know your parents are probably going out of their mind with worry about you. Eveyday say to yourself Chris is watching over me and I am going to be strong for him today because that is what he would want. No matter where life takes you now he will always be your Guardian Angel! So let him share in the joy of your living my being strong and happy and then he will be happily watching over you!
Love & Hugs Mary xxxx
RE: Its not getting better
go back to your doctor rachel you can have counselling under 16 my god daughter is only 15 and she has seen one stay strong sweetheart with the right help things will get better i know you dont think so at the moment and nothing anyone says will make you feel better but trust me it will keep your chin up and get back to your doctor god bless take care x x x
RE: Its not getting better
Rachael,
I know you have experienced a lot of loss in the past few months, with Chris and his sister, but please don't do anything stupid. Your Mum and Dad love you very much and are probably just trying to shock you into getting help. There is no shame in seeing a counsellor and they could really help you through this awful time. You do need to talk to someone sweetheart, please go and dee your GP for a referal.
Imagine how devastated your Parents would be if anything happened to you. Get help please.
Hugs & Kisses xxxx
RE: Its not getting better
baby, i want so much to give u a cuddle, go see your doctor, it really does help,, xxxxxxxx
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