hi dont know why im writeing this,but here goes i just dont know were to turn or what to do,i lost my davie to melonoma through a mole and what i watched him go through i would not want anyone else to he was,my soul partner and i honestly believe i will never get over this and if i did,not have children i would not want to be here i have one child thats acting if her dad aint dead,and another thats a mess,im so trying to be strong for them but im crumbling im choken people keep saying ur young u will get over this its not what i want to hear i just want,to scream i know its only been 4 weeks but the pain is worse each day my heart is broke my childrens is to im just lost and hurting.
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RE: im lost just want to scream
hi janice im so sorry for your loss. nobody can prepare us for what we are going through. its been 27 weeks now since i lost my darling bill and it is still so raw. you will go through so many emotions nobody can take the pain away and nobody really understands what u are going through. i had to go to my doctors this week cause i felt as though i was back when bill first died. he gave me some good advice and told me that i have to try and not feel bad about feeling the way i am as i need to grieve and not try and bottle things up. i often scream when i am in the car on my way to work. and still feel guilty about going out. what we have to try and remember that our loved ones would want us to carry on and enjoy live for them as well. i know i will never ever get over losing bill but i hope i will be able to cope with it a bit better. try and be strong and remember all the good times it will keep u going. lots of love to you and your children xxxxx
RE: im lost just want to scream
thank you jayne for ur support i know i need to grieve and i will get on with live,but i really cant waite till im old when its my time to go just to be ,with him call it stupid if u want but once i know my girls have a good life,it would not bother me if i was here or not but once again my friend thank you for,taken the time to answer me xx
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