3 weeks ago i couldnt of imagined another day without my partner mark, he died in feb 09, and had a mental breakdown, which caused me to try an take my own life, if im honest i dont think i actally wanted to die,, just wanted to shout help, from that day i feel like ive turned a corner, getting the right medication help an support to get me thou this, and all i had to do was ask for it..not try an pretend i didnt need it... today just 3 weeks later, its been a long 3 weeks mind, but ive got hope again. he made me so proud on earth an now im gonna make him so proud in heaven, i want him to look down an say to the other angels, see her, she nearly gave up, but shes a fighter, thats my girl....
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RE: i will get through this
thankyou every1. and i hope every1 is reading this an taken a little bit of strengh from it, were all hurting badly some a bit more then others but the pains the same, if i can stand up again , an smile an fink ive got a whole life to live for mark an me, then im sure every1 can, you just gotta open your heart a lttle, an let it be mended. xxxxx thinking of every1, big massive hugs to you all.
RE: i will get through this
hi Kelly i know what you mean,totally.i lost my darling a week ago he was serving in Afghan.he totally was my world,my best friend and soulmate. i think all we can do is take things a day at a time.xx
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