my nane is sarah i have a  year old daughter i was with my boyfriend over 4 years and we were always together from the time we wake up till the time we go to bed. but than that all changed in the 27-06-2010 i was at home on my own when i got the phone call to say he was found dead in a friends house i was just talking to him dat nite he was so happy n jolly on the phone little did i no once i hung up the phone it would be the last time i speak to him i cant live without him its slowly killing me when he died part of mee died too im trying to stay strong for my little girl but she keeps asking for her daddy n i av no answers for her the taughts of never seening him or hearing his voice never gonna hug or kiss him its killing me how can it go from being with him the whole time to never seen him again please help cant cope
August 2, 2010
RE: cant cope living without him????
hi sarah, i know it is hard, i lost my partner of 13years last may & i still expect to see him sitting on the couch when i come home, i still expect it to be him when i get a text. i won't say it gets easier cause you get a lull then it hits with a vengance but you learn to live with it. my mantra has been fake it till i make it & it has worked for me. your little girl is your lifeline with him & you are for her, who else is going to tell her about her daddy & how much he loved you both, its hard and tearful but you do get there at the end of the day. you never get over it you learn to live with it,
take care xxxx
August 2, 2010