Its been 5 years since my soul mate was killed....
I cant say his name without crying
Im finding it hard to look at our 2 beautiful children as they look so like Daddy
Ive not seen his headstone yet as his ashes are in Hertford and im in manchester.. Seeing Waynes name on a gravestone os going to kill me im so scared....
RE: Am i normal
Collette,
I have tried to answer your posts loads but get logge off after writiing so i did a test above... seems to be working.
I think you are completely normal, you loved your partner and I think that despite the passing of time it wouldn't get any easier. I haven't lost a partner but I have lost close loved ones and it doesn't get easier you just learn to accept it with time. Doesn't mean you don't miss them or want them back you just accept that there's nothng you can do to change it and that hurts in itself.
I hope your memories keep you happy in a way and that watching your kids grow helps you to see what a great legacy Wayne has left.
All my love
Monica XX
RE: Am i normal
yes you are normal..lost my wife ayear ago on 28th...i think its worse when it happens suddely...not to say it is less painful ,but when you know someone is dying i think it is easyer..to deal with....i can,t see a day going by in the rest of my life when the grief is not there..take care...wayne
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