Its my sons birthday today, and he is growing up so quickly, but i always feel a sting on his birthday, its bitter sweet as i was so terrified on this day 6 years ago, that he might suffer the same fate as his brother who came before him.
And ow the countdown to the day i got to hold my baby, one of a handful of times, before he was ripped from me.
such a bitter sweet time for me.
I am forever scarred by the loss of my baby, but i am so happy that i got him for that little time.
I love all my boys, all three of them are my world.
July 11, 2012