Hello,
I had a great day today, I actually spring cleaned and it felt great, but then BANG! out of no where, there it is.... GRIEF as always! I feel so sh*t, especially when ive tried all day to keep my head up but it always ends up bowed down and I feel like the weight of everything is too much to handle. I feel like gliding to a place where feel great, where there is no more pain for me.
Where I can smile for hours and mean it the whole time! Where there is PEACE! I try so hard and as far as getting anywhere, I get 2 spaces forward 4 spaces back ALL the time! Im over it most of the time.
Thank you all for listening, I miss my Angel's so much, I feel I deserved it all but don't know why.
Love Naomilee
RE: Why Try? I
I know exactly how you feel sweetie. God Bless and Take Care. Love to you and your angels. Jean xxx
RE: Why Try? I
EVERYDAY IS MISERABLE REALY COS ITS MISSING MY SON, WE NEVER GET OVER IT WE JUST LEARN TO GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS OF EVERYDAY, LIKE YOU I WONDER WHY, MY HUSBAND IS ALWAYS TELLING ME I DONT EVEN TRY, AND I PROBABLY DONT ID MUCH RATHER BE WITH MY SON BUT I ALSO KNOW HE WOULD WANT ME TO GO ON SO I DO AND MAKE DAM SURE I KEEP HIS MEMORY ALIVE THATS THE BEST I CAN DO LOVE.XXXXXX
RE: Why Try? I
I just cant get out of the pit, ever.... just when I get to the top I crash to the bottom.... Some life huh? XOX
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