Derek committed suicide a long time ago now but I still love him so much. I just wondered if anybody else has been through this, be nice to become friends. Derek was my ex boyfriend and we spoke 3 weeks before it happened. That conversation will stick with me. I am a Christian and now I know it is time to give Derek back to his Heavenly Father and just hope that one day I will see him again. Love you always Derek. From Elaine xx
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i lost my only bother in january 2009 he took his own life,the whole family is devastated nothing like this has happend like this in our family before never know why he went a walk with the dog an hanged himself the pain is un bearable didnt think anything cld hurt so much,especially not knowing why then i get angry at him for leaving us the way he did they say times a healer i dont know about that coz it isnt getting any easier x
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Dear Eleanor, I too lost my only son through hanging he had a row with his girlfriend and I came home and found him behind his bedroom door he was 22. He was my world I lost his dad when he was three in an rta we were so close It took me along time to understand why and if I am honest I still dont.... one thing that helps me is my faith that we will be together again one day... the other thing is that as hard as it is and whatever his state of mind at the time it was a choice he made...he is in a far better place sadly we suffer till we can be reunited.. be strong and know even if we cannot see our love ones we can always feel them in our hearts and memories that no one can ever take away.. in time you get to remember the goodtimes allowyourself to be angry cry cry cry if you need to he was your only brother a massive loss xxxx be strong he wouldn't want you to be sad xxx
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my partner took hes own life in nov 08 and left me and 5 children who he adored.ive gone through pain,guilt,anger,and so many whys....at the moment the pain isnt getting any easier but thankfully i have my children that keep me strong.my thoughts are with everyone whole has sadly lost someone through suicide xxxxx
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hi sweetheart my name is georgina i am sorry to hear about your loss this will never truely go away but ease with time and then what we do is learn how to live with it i no its hard and even more so under the conditions ov his passing but you have got to be brave now and be strong as you no life is very short and we get one shot at it visit his resting place and have a good chat anything you want to say and believe me he is listerning keep your mind busy before you leave his resting place tell him whay you have planned for the day but you must go on seek the help ov a counciler and i m always here god bless you
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hi sweetheart my name is georgina i am sorry to hear about your loss this will never truely go away but ease with time and then what we do is learn how to live with it i no its hard and even more so under the conditions ov his passing but you have got to be brave now and be strong as you no life is very short and we get one shot at it visit his resting place and have a good chat anything you want to say and believe me he is listerning keep your mind busy before you leave his resting place tell him whay you have planned for the day but you must go on seek the help ov a counciler and i m always here god bless you
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My ex hung himself in his parents backyard in the Spring of 2009. I had seen him 3 weeks before and he wanted to come back home with me. I loaded up his things and at the last minute came to my senses and remebered why we were not together anymore.. I have held onto the guilt I dream of him every night I dont know what to do either,, I am struggling with the same issues,,lots of tears and even more confusion!!
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im so sorry to hear this carrie.its now a year on and i still go through the same things in my head and there is still alot of questions that will never be answered.im taking it day by day and have thankfully got 5 beautifull chilren that make every day worth while xxxxxx
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anyone out there lose someone to suicide that it just nagged at you that something was missing. The person would not of done this? Today I have found answers to my loss of almost 3 decades ago.
I now have closure. However Now I am angry. please read my story. If at all similar to your own loss ...or even if it is not. please get back to me with your thoughts. thank you
www.Drugawareness.org/recentcases/suspicious-suicide-of-sister
copy and paste link and read Lori's Story!
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Prescription Drug Induced Suicide is NOT suicide read Lori's Story
looking for others out there still in the dark. The truth will set you free..
It has me anyway... 28 years of being in the dark the truth finally surfaced now Lori can RIP...and maybe I can give closure to others lost as she was.
www.Drugawareness.org/recentcases/suspicious-suicide-of-sister
copy and paste link above.
send me your story!
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I want to share my story with you all I am not sure how to get it seen.
so I guess I will try it this way. I am new here...but lost my sister decades ago. today I can say I have found closure. However now I am angry.
please read lori's story
www.Drugawareness.org/recentcases/suspicious-suicide-of-sister
maybe you too can have closure
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