How Can I.....

Cope, I Have Lost My 1st Born Child Through a Virus His Immune System Was to weak to fend it off, He was just a year old he olny got to spend 3 days with his Brother Billy Whom has Just turned 2, Its Also My Son's 3rd Birthday to (06.09.09), I Just Like To Say Thank you To everyone whom has visted Jack Brooker's Site ( My Son).

But

Then My Daughter Came Along A wee bit early and weighing 4lbs when she was born 22nd july 2009 and she was taken away. I put her to bed like i did with all the kids and left my girlfrined down stairs relaxing and i didnt expect to wake up to a real angel in the morning, I would all so like to say thank you to everyone whom has visted Eva Brooker's Site (My Daughter).

Im Finding it really hard to cope at this time of year, Also My Necie and Nephew Were born asleep just over a year ago, Kayler and Kieran Brooker,

I Dont no what to do with my self any more i cant live.

I went to the Doc the other day and said i fell like Comiting Suicide and He said come back Next Week :O i was Gobsmacked i may not be here next week(dont worry i will)

also
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My Sister Chloe Brooker Mummy to Kayler and Kieran Brooker. Says Thank you to all that have left candles for her Babies, Shes Sorry she hasnt been on shes has been felling unwell,

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Love Joe
xx

Joe Brooker

September 6, 2009